no one could understand me better than myself

7 months ago, he left me here, at that building
and i promised to him not to cry when he went back to his place
but i couldn't keep my promise
i cried when i left that building
it was hurt, you know

7 moths is a loooong time
yea, of course i felt lonely
but time goes by and i went to college
new friends, new surroundings, new name, new crazy experience, new subjects, new freak people, everything was new and all change

he always asked about my life as a new student in college
and i always told him about anything that i've been through
and maybe, today, i wasn't as strong as before
i cried a lot today
yes, you can call me sloppy
but you didn't understand what i've been through this couple days
and it makes me miss the past
i miss the way we talked about something and in the end, we laughed at it
yea, my friend can make me laugh, but he's not him

no one could understand me better than myself
he's right. "i could only explain my feelings if you experienced it firsthand to understand it," he said.
so now, you can call me sloppy, childish or etc just the way you like
it's not a problem to me anymore
cuz this is me, this is myself
and if you don't like me,
get out of my life!
i still have a lot of friends that love me just the way i am
and i believe, he accept me as his best friend or maybe more than best friend with all my badness and goodness habits


moi,
-ekanakecil-

Lebih baik trpisahkan dri Yesus atau orangtua?

sebenernya ngga pengen 2-2nya sih. tapi klo disuruh pilih 1, yaaaa terpisahkan sama orangtua aja. orangtua kan hanya sebagai pengantara kita ke Yesus. jadi klo kita kepisah sama orangtua, ngga papa, asalkan masih ada Yesus. btw, ni siapa ya?

Ask me anything

wisdom of the soul

guys, these are some advices and knowledge about our life. read this! hope you'll enjoy it :)



1. no one can RUIN your day without your permission
2. most people will be about as HAPPY as they decide to be
3. others can stop you TEMPORARILY, but only you can do it permanently
4. whatever you are willing to put up with is EXACTLY what you will have
5. SUCCESS stops when you do
6. when your ship comes in, make sure you are willing to UNLOAD it
7. you will NEVER "have it all together"
8. life is a JOURNEY, not a destination. enjoy the trip! :)
9. the biggest LIE on the planet: "When i get what i want, i will be happy".
10. the best way to escape your problem is to SOLVE it
11. i've learned that ultimately "TAKERS" lose and "GIVERS" win
12. life's PRECIOUS moments: don't have value, unless they are shared
13. if you don't START, it's certain you won't arrive
14. we often FEAR the thing we want the most
15. yesterday was the deadline for all COMPLAINS
16. look for opportunities, not guarantees
17. life is what's coming not WHAT WAS
18. success is GETTING UP one more time
19. now is the most INTERESTING time of all
20. when things go WRONG, don't go with them
21. sometimes the majority only means that all the FOOLS are in the same side
22. a person who asks a QUESTION might be a fool for five minutes, but a person who doesn't ask is a fool forever
23. a BEST FRIEND is like a four leaf clover, hard to find and lucky to have
24. i don't have to attend every ARGUMENT i'm invited to
25. our EYES are placed in front because it is more important to look ahead than to look behind



cheer up,
mademoiselleAngie- :)



source: somebody on tumblr

where are you?

things are different now
you disappear, again
i don't know, maybe you are busy with your work
or busy with your life
but can you give me a "hello"?
you broke your promise to me, not to lost contact
did i make a mistake to you?
i really miss talking to you
i really miss your joke
and you just like disappear
no news
where are you?
has your life change?
i feel empty


-ekanakecil

special from me and Disney to you.. :D

Mr. Farbud Yatchie, this is a special note from me, mom and dad, gina, dinda and a little bit with help from Mr. Disney for your special birthday! :)




Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday, Happy Happy Birthday To You!
i want to do something special for you,
it's your birthday, and you're special too
so i brought some guabs from the outter guab zoo
They honk and squak and sing just for you...
Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday, Happy Happy Birthday To You!

open your eyes, here's a present
more crazy creatures, don't worry they're pleasant
they're upside down weets on inside out swings,
they do things backwords, and backwords they sing...
Yppah Yadhtrib, Yppah Yadhtrib, Yppah Yppah Yadhtrib Ot Ouy!
which means:
Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday, Happy Happy Birthday To You!

there's a party, a party today
A once a year occasion!
A party, it's comin' your way,
your birthday celebration!
the grandest present I've saved 'til the end,
'cause you're the bestest of all of my friends
here's Mickey (Oh, Hi) and Donald (Hellllo) And Goofy too (Ahee-uh)
to celebrate your birthday with you...
Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday, Happy Happy Birthday To You!

i wanted to tell you in my own special way,
but you're extra special, so have a great day!
Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday, Happy Happy Birthday To You!



dad said: "panjang umur!"
mom said: "sukses terus ya Pauuuulll..."
gina said: "tambah baik, tambah ganteng. mudah-mudahan bisa ke Indo lagi :)"
dinda said: "met ultah abang!"
and i said: "Happy Bornday! Jah bless! jangan lupa berdoa di saat apa pun. mau susah kek, mau seneng kek, tetep berdoa dan bersyukur ya baaaanng... and keep smile :) *big hug's coming to your waaaaayyy....* cheer up, boy! :D"




Have a great Birthday there :)

group hugs!
-from: ekanakecil and family

(empty)

hello world!

it's been forever since my last post. yeah, i'm busy with my college thing here! exhausted but fun!

i found some new friends, new teacher, new uniform (uniform is a must in my college!) and of course new surrounding :)

sometimes, i miss my high school things and i miss my luvly DPR United so much. and also, i really miss talking to Mr. Yatchie (if u read this Mr. Yatchie, dont laugh!)

i dont know, i feel empty during these day. maybe it because of my busyness in my new college but i'm not sure. i have a lot of new friends here but still empty. really. something is missing but i dont know what.

emptyness..

done.







-ekanakecil

a sad story

a boyfriend gave a challenge to his girlfriend to live a day without him. no communication at all and said, if she passed, he'll love her forever. the girlfriend agreed. she did not text or call him a whole day, without knowing that her boyfriend has only 24 hours to live because he's suffering from cancer. she excitedly went to her boyfriend's house the next day. tears fall as she saw her boyfriend lying on the coffin with a note on the side : "you did it baby, can you do it everyday? I LOVE YOU.."



adapted from: xavier on tumblr

thankie,
-mademoiselleAngie